Book Review: The Dusty Ones

Why Wandering Deepens Your Faith

Christianity is in a transition, at least in North America. Some fear that the faith once delivered to the saints is being watered down with cheap grace, or corrupted by bad doctrine. Any given week you can find some preacher on the internet declaiming the way other churches are giving in to low standards, and abandoning cherished truth, all in an effort to be culturally relevant. But this is not the transition I see happening in the church.

The church is shedding a hard carapace of certainty and triumphalism for a much softer, more gentle incarnation. The Dusty Ones, by Dr. A. J. Swoboda (Website / Facebook / Twitter) is a compelling example of this.

A.J.’s book presents itself as a discussion about wandering in the life of faith. It tackles the metaphor of wandering wherever it occurs in scripture. Turns out, it occurs there a lot – and not always in a bad way.

Wait?! Wandering is good?

If you grew up in a church similar to mine, this might surprise you. In the church of my childhood, wandering was always bad. Doubters wandered. Sinners wandered. Backsliders wandered. But people of faith? They did not wander.

Church life was structured to help us avoid wandering. There was a weekly routine that encouraged us to show up at the right time and the right place. Weekly worship services, prayer meeting, youth group, church social activities. You could prevent a whole lot of wandering just by sticking with the church’s activity calendar.

Then there was the training. The mysteries of faith were categorized with systematic theology and delivered in bite-sized nuggets. We were taught a list of fundamentals. From childhood, we memorized Scripture, verses carefully chosen to encourage right behavior and proper doctrine. Bible studies often featured fill-in-the-blank hand-outs that guided us like fences with livestock toward the right answer. You could prevent a lot of wandering by keeping questioning minds busy.

Even the church structure – hierarchical, region by region across the world, men in charge (mostly white men) – was built to forestall wandering. Everyone knew who was in charge. Everyone knew who to report to. The structure was built in such a way as to quickly move in and repair any rift when pastors or churches got off track. All of it carefully conceived to prevent wandering, or even thinking about wandering.

But The Dusty Ones suggests that wandering is not always bad. He says, “Wandering will be, at times, the very will of God.” Isn’t it interesting, for instance, that it’s not uncommon in scripture that when God saved people they are immediately delivered into the wilderness? Why would this be? Wandering in the wilderness is very often a necessary part of the process of growing in faith.

The wilderness reduced us.

The wilderness is where our needs become most visible and painful. Israel wouldn’t have survived the wilderness without God’s provision. When we are so profoundly aware of our needs, we also become profoundly aware of our need for God.

In the wilderness, we lose the crutches we have used to get by.

We lose certainty about the way forward. There are no church growth conferences about life in the wilderness. Life here does not align neatly with seven steps and three bullet points and strategies that are guaranteed to work if only you will work them.

In the wilderness, we lose the benefit of our reputation and credibility. After all, we’re wandering. Maybe we’re backsliding. Maybe we’re sinners. We’re certainly not successful.

Our American culture sees success as the primary marker of intelligence. “See what that person has accomplished! They must be smart!”

The church does the same. Success must mean the blessing of God. But in the wilderness, you don’t look successful. There’s a good chance people around you think you’re neither smart nor blessed. If your sense of value is based in any way on what others think of you, the wilderness will show you.

In the wilderness, our trust is distilled. There are many reasons to love and trust God that have to do with what we gain. God does all these great things for us. Why wouldn’t we love and trust God? But in the wilderness, the days drag on. Provisions run thin. We worry that maybe we’re lost. We find ourselves with a choice. Will we continue to trust, even when we can’t see tangible benefits of blessing? Can we follow God for who God is rather than for what God does for us?

This, of course, is the painful transition the church is experiencing. We have long looked successful. We’ve been proud of our reputation. We’ve taught a kind of triumphal certainty and called it faith. A.J. quotes Flannery O’Conner, diagnosing the problem: “What people don’t realize is how much religion costs. They think faith is a big electric blanket, when of course it is the cross.”

The church is rediscovering the cross. Not as an abstract doctrine that can be used to explain everything away, but as a path, a way, a process, as experience. God’s intention, revealed in Ephesians 4, is that we would mature in the image of Christ. But we are starting to suspect that this doesn’t mean people will attend every church service and memorize our list of doctrines. We’re starting to see that this means something deeper, something slower. “The earliest Christians identified themselves as ‘the way,’ not ‘the arrived’” comments Swoboda, and he’s right.

The Dusty Ones presents itself as a meditation on wandering in the life of faith, but it’s something larger than that. It’s also a pastoral reflection on a new way of being church, a way that isn’t about certainty and triumphalism, but about trust in the middle of the very real, often painful, and nearly always uncertain vicissitudes of life.

As A.J. tackles different wandering Bible characters, he often deviates into side discussions. He tackles pastors who are altogether too shiny and well-put together. He touches on the Eucharist and then later how we teach doctrine. He confronts what he rightly calls “the sin of nostalgia.” He reminds us that we always interpret Scripture in a community. He asks us to reconsider God’s judgment and wrath, then challenges us on the dehumanizing presence of technology in our lives. He pivots and talks about the healing necessity of a Sabbath practice.

At a surface level, it seems like the book itself wanders from its premise, and yet this is as it should be. A systematic theology of wandering would be ironic, and a gross misrepresentation of the truth. The issue at the heart of wandering is that there is no one way it happens, and when we find ourselves wandering it will impact vast swaths of our lives, even areas we might think unrelated.

Early in the book, Swoboda comments, “Those in my trade have become certainty machines, pumping out a steady stream of safe truths meeting the emerging market of consumer Christians who yearn for Cliches more than Christ.” This book is ample evidence that he is learning to walk a different path and is inviting his church and readers to the same.

Faith doesn’t mean constant certainty. Trust doesn’t mean knowing everything. Following Jesus doesn’t always happen in a straight line. Growing in Christ is much more like gardening than it is like putting together a puzzle or building something in a factory.

This is not scary news. It’s freeing, hopeful and encouraging, for when we wander, we do not wander alone. There is a whole heritage ahead of us, mothers and fathers in the faith who wandered before us. Jesus himself spent his time in the wilderness. If you find that your life of faith has found contemporary American Christianity an awkward fit, perhaps it’s because you’ve been wandering and the Church was ill-prepared to walk with you. I’m excited to see that changing.

Marc Alan Schelske writes about life at the intersection of grace and growth at where this article was originally published (it is reprinted here with permission). He is the teaching elder at Bridge City Community Church in Milwaukie, Oregon, where he has served for 18 years. He's the author of Discovering Your Authentic Core Values. Marc is a husband, dad of two, speaker, writer, hobbyist theologian, recovering fundamentalist who drinks tea and rides a motorcycle. You can follow him on Twitter at @Schelske

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For a denomination that keeps republishing “self help to redemption” books this will not be acceptable. I can’t wait to get my hands on this book. Anyone looking to be part of the 144 thousand, it sounds like this might be the way to go - “following the Lamb wheresoever it goes”. :wink: Just saying.


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This is just what my soul needed to hear this morning. I feel like I am wandering in a wilderness of sorts right now. Maybe this book could be of some help. Thank-you very much for posting this blog.


Wasn’t the wandering of Israel punishment for their lack of faith?

Psalm 95 does tell us that God was angry because they “hardened their hearts” at Meribah and Massah in the wilderness so that generation did not enter the “Rest” that was promised when leaving Egypt.
HOWEVER, God was IMMANUEL to them for the next 38 years – God with US. Feeding them, giving them water. A shade by day, a warmth at night.
It is true they refused to do what God asked them to do, but God was there ALL The Time. And in God’s visible presence. Grace for 38 more years.

Even so, God is With Us in our “sense of Unknowing”, our Questionings, our Uncertainties.
Actually, It is in the condition of understanding “not knowing” that we can be teachable and taught.
The sense of “knowing” , “understanding” can most of the time shut off Conversation. And it is in
Conversation that more Truth can be imparted.

That is one way to look at it, especially if one is predisposed to a legalistic god of wrath and vengeance.

However, the God of Love allows us to experience the consequences of our faithlessness, such that our suffering may be transformed into joy.

May it be blessed.

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Nice! Can’t wait to get my hands on this book.

For those interested, another excellent book in a similar vein is Gregory A. Boyd’s "Benefit of the Doubt: Breaking the Idol of Certainty.

That is also a fantastic book.

That’s a notion that is dealt with in the book. It’s really worth looking at.

Speaking of doctrines…where does Scripture say that you need to take baptismal classes before you can be baptized? Mark 16:16 says that if you believe in Jesus Christ and you are baptized, you will be saved. Where does it say that you have to complete baptismal classes?


I think you are revising the story.

Moses died outside the promised land for specifically that reason.
Deuteronomy 32:51–52

The fact that it was punishment was also explicitly stated
Deuteronomy 1:35